It's a good day today hehehe! No school on Wednesdays. Didn't spend the day in bed though. But it's okay :) Woke up at 9.30am despite the fact that I have no school. I'm not a morning person and I got real cranky earlier on sigh. Went to have KFC breakfast with grandma and both brothers. Been a while. Threw tantrum to fatboy just because I didn't have enough sleep. Sigh I should really control my emotions I feel so guilty now :( But anyway! Although I'm sick right now, I still went out hehe didn't want to waste my day in bed. Went to town alone for retail therapy. Wow honestly, I've never felt better!! Minus all the sneezing and coughing, I actually enjoyed being alone! Shopping alone can really make one feel better eh? ;) Didn't really matter that I didn't get everything I wanted. Didn't bother asking anyone along cos ahh maybe I just need a time off from.... Everything. Only week 2 of school but I feel so damn exhausted already :( Gotta persevere!
Am in the bus on the way home. Tsk the woman beside me is clipping her nails in the freaking bus oh my God -.- Oh I'm figuring out how to hide all my shopping bags when I get home HAHAHAHA!!!
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Week 2 of Sem 2.2 :( The only word I can describe this feeling - Sigh. I just completed my tutorials for tomorrow. Okay, maybe just 3/4 of it but hey, that's really an achievement. I realised that I don't want to be the idiot in class anymore. It sucks when I appear to be the stupid and ignorant student in class while all my other classmates are having it easy during tutorials. It brings me down to see everyone else ahead of me. And that is the cause to all this laziness to come to school, to do my work or even to see my classmates. Lack of motivation. It took me a whole semester to realise this. So, I've made a point to attempt every tutorial. Now that Company Law is an e-learning module, I guess I really need a lot more discipline to complete my task on time and put aside all procrastination. Shall print all the stuff I need tomorrow weeeehehehehehe having my things neatly organised makes me happy. Cheap thrills hehehe!
Did I mention that I had an awesome weekends with my favourite girls!! Celebrated C and Zaf's birthday on Saturday. Lunch at Sakura Buffet>Crystal's house>Flea@Scape. Impromptu plans can be fun too eh? Spent Sunday on shooting. Sighhhh whole day gone just like that but oh well it's an experience. Acting is fun but I don't think its my kind of fun. Had a good company so it didn't really matter ;)
Please let it be a good week!!!!!!! Goodnight :)
The stage of life where everything revolves around money. The stage of life where you can't fully depend on your parents anymore. The stage of life where you only have yourself to depend on. The stage of life where you have to be independent. The stage of life where you're standing on your own. The stage of life where you have to make sacrifices. The stage of life where you have to start discovering and deciding what you plan to do in life. It's just.... the stage of life that's..... the roughest, the hardest :(
Maybe it's time to make more sacrifices.
Anyway, I went for a run in the evening and I felt so damn good. After which I cooked dinner for my brother and I. Hehehe I really have no idea what's up with me and baking/cooking nowadays. I find joy in baking for others. I supposed that's a good thing right? :) Feel the need to dress up, get out of the house and go somewhere. Anywhere. Everyone's busy or lazy I might just head out alone and find my own entertainment sigh :( My girls came over after their school/work a few days ago hehehe love these bitches <3
Bahhhh why am I even updating this space -.- Just felt like I have nobody or nowhere else to tell all this unnecessary shit. Ok bye!